Before this year I’ve never attended a funeral. Since January I’ve been to two and there are other friends around me suffering. I’m starting to get in this phase of life I guess… Plus with the increasing crime alerts, I get anxiety attacks just from walking a block away from my frat house to Ted’s frat house. 

The last thing I should be worrying about is my stupid freaking iphone which I dropped in hot boiling water -_-

I don’t want him to look up to me I don’t want him to be lucky to have me

I just want him to be right

Kappy

Sweta:

Remember that post about where WTC workers were on 9/11? Some were running late, there was some traffic, one guy called in sick, a barista had to remake a latte, some lady’s kid had the flu and she couldn’t come in… all on that fateful day that they weren’t killed.

That’s how I feel about Kappy. If we didn’t pass out beforehand. If Shelly didn’t want to leave early. We would have been there when the shots were fired. Imagine if anybody else was lost… Like Don, before him and Shelly had proper closure. Or Eman, who was right next to him and more targetable (why would you not take out the strong hunky black dude?). And most of us getting home safely, instead of driving back hungover and possibly getting trapped in bumblefuck Midwest by the snow. How we witnessed a room full of strangers from all over the country come together and realize we are not so far from each other after all. We bonded over Kappy. There’s a blessing in disguise in every tragedy and we just have to look for it and be content. That’s what he would have wanted us to do.

We have a guardian angel watching over us now.

His hat matches his shirt :) #creepshot #shroom #tehe everyone loves that he hasn’t given my hat away yet #voms2themax @mr_ted_

I still remember 2 years ago when you sent me anonymous flowers and i freaked out abt my supervisor

Miss you

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"I don’t believe in charity. I believe in solidarity. Charity is so vertical. It goes from the top to the bottom. Solidarity is horizontal. It respects the other person. I have a lot to learn from other people."

Eduardo Galeano

#######vomiteverywhere #life #t #cutiepatootie

on fear of death

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im fat and infatuated

just ate a shawarma and another whole bag of frozen dumplings. i can’t even sit here alone without thinking about you anymore. i’m slowly turning into a parasite. what is this horseshit.

My grams said she found 4 unlit cigarettes hidden in his wallet on the day he passed away. She says he’s been sneaking them ever since they found a Chinese drugstore.

I can’t get it out of my head.

because i finally feel like i have a real excuse to post gay couply pictures like betty nicole

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There’s tears running down my face but I feel like that’s just my physical reaction. What’s really sad is that the language barrier has made me numb to the whole situation because I didn’t really know you, and I don’t know how I feel. All I know is that you’ve gone incredible lengths to serve in the navy and finally got to experience another world in your last year. Rest in peace gramps. We’ll take good care of grandma for you. Please watch over us and we’ll promise to make you and grandma proud. 

BAZINGA. I can’t believe he’s mine <333 I’m so shallow shoot me in the face

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It’s finals week.
Am I allow to post super gay posts about us yet?